| ok i'm going to try to start over. in the process of doing so i think i need to switch xanga sites because their are alot of memories on this one that i don't need. i'm going to try to become my old self again, & not worry so much about what other people think...i need a boyfriend..a good one..but i'm not really gonna try to look for one right now! so please help me in starting over...fresh...! my new site is www.xanga.com/village_goddess so go to it & subscribe & tell me how much u love me & believe in me! i love you guys!! |
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| GET IT SNOW DAY!!
partay tomorrow, anyone for streaking? ha..haha.. |
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| to anyone that's been worried about me that i haven't talked to about it...don't worry i'll be ok. i'm getting better..
to someone i haven't spoken of in a while on here..at least not by name. to someone that means more to me then the world! to someone...that only someone that can make me speechless. to that someone, the only one for me
to Matt Wells:: [you-are-CRAZY]. u wonder why your name always comes first? because to me, you are everything i need..you've always stuck by me even when i was a pain...i just hope that one day i will be able to say **Lauren & Matt** again...dont ya remember those days...i really don't have to say anything to u, b/c you already know anything i would tell u. you're amazing, even thought sometimes i want to strangle you...i still care about you the most out of annyyone. ok mk. & if anyone has anything to say about him, & our relationship i dare you to say it to ME. you don't talk about him & get away with it. n e who..i love you !!
everyone knows that i am still c.r.a.z.y. over you...
why can't we just be us again...
i guess i am kidding myself when i think you miss me..
if for once, you didn't pay attention to anything else but what you wanted, at that very moment...if nothing else mattered...would i be yours again..
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| ok...so i was lookin at some quotes n stuff..n i realized that none of them truly can describe or fit me & you & how we are together! i mean yeah some come close, but none of them fit it. we're not like anyone else, & i like that, even if it kills me sometimes. i just want you to know, after all the crap that has happened...i am still yours..and i love you...and i miss you too..i want to be yours again, no one elses...i want you to beat someone up because they asked me if i was taken...i just want to be yours...i'm not the same without you! i don't want to be as dependant on you as i was, & i don't want to be as attatched...i promise i'll be better.. |
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| life sucks
it's all over
it's not worth it.
nuff said? mk
so tired of it all..
  
  
 
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